FOUNDMYWALLET ;

Am i rlly tht irritating ?
or rlly tht stupid ?
why cnt i do anything right for you .
even though i missed you .
i cnt do anything ..
onii cry and daydreams ..
i wan you so much ..
but i dn tink you ever know tht .
i cnt hold back my tears any longer .
i'm nort tht strong ..
i onii can pretend to be strong .
i'm a weakie tht needs a guy to support .
it's been some time since i cried .
th last tym i cried is b'cuz of you .
tis tym is oso b'cuz of you .
nobody wans it to happen .
but it just happened .
more breakups can hurt me ...
hurt me til i die .
i dnwan any breakups .
i love you .
and i mean it .
maybe i'm just dreaming ?
or maybe it's my wishful tinkinq .
my heart hurts much more as day passes us by ,
without you ... i might just die .
i couldn't stay strong any longer .
i might just ... faint and die .
you dont know me .
i'm as weak as a sick kitty .
which couldn't move .
if you do understand .
you should know how weak i'm .
i wan you to hold me .. hold me forever .
don't let me go .
idk whether we're fated ?
but .. i dn believe in fate .
i onii believe myself .
i believe i could change fate .
change everything into sth good.
a great relationship .
a happy couple .
smiling everydays .
i onii know .
without you .
my smile on th face ,
would disappear .. and leave forever .
my heart is crying hard tht i lost my senses .
idk whads happening .
i onii know .. i'm in pain .
everyone says last long but ...
do you wish we last long ?
maybe ..
all those tears flow down ,
w/o any sounds.
i tink you forgetten about me by then .
th wound inside my heart will nbrr get mend .
forever .. it's leaving a ugly scar .
everyone would tot i'm such cry baby .
but i cnt stop it from flowing .
i said i'm fine , but i dn feel fine .
you cnt believe whad a girl say when she ans after few minutes .
i'm as complicated as life .
it take tym to understand me .
i wan you to understand me more than my frens do .
i wan you to keep your promise .
you promise me tht you'll love me and stay with me .
i dnwan any changes of heart .
i onii wan you .
i know i'm being selfish ..
but i rlly need you.
aload aload aload .