Bloods ...
Tonight ,
I'm Bleeding ,
Physically , And Emotionally .
Hand , leg bleed ..
Heart broken and leaking out blood ...
Blood flowing out internally ..
Red and Scary ...
Sour-ish smell ..

Internally And Externally Crying ..
Tears drop ...
Th angel in me is crying ..
My heart is numbed..
The pain is extremely ...
hurting ..
it was the first time i felt this ..
it hurt so much ..
i rlly cant take it longer ..

Can ths hurt end and i get love ?
No i think .
Love is bitter and sweet ,
th bitter time is longer than th sweet times .


Why am i punished ?
Just b'cuz i lied ?
Thank God ,
At least i didn't die ..
Thank God for giving me ths hurt .
Maybe it's hinting me ?
I don't know ..
I suddenly rmbed Blood Mary ,
For no reason ..

Haix ...
Just B'cz i had a headache so i had to rest ?
I'm alrd not feeling very well ..

Why do he had to FORCE me .
i Dont want to cry .
i did everything for you .
i give up all those for you .
maybe you forgotten it ..

Those meetups @ staircase ...
all those reason for making me cry ..
infront of you ..
You forgotten ?
I think so ..
I given up ..
Those overboard stuffs ..

Did you ever remember anything about that when we argue ?
I think you only think the stuff you did for me ..
YES ,
you did alot for me .
but did you think of whad i did for you ?
Crying a million tears for you ..
Having slpless night ..
Worrying you when you're hme late ..
Considering for you when i do stuffs ?
i think you forgotten everything .....

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There's a few girls infront of me and bear.
So irritating . =.=
one lies one hyper like siao .
o m f g -.-
liar sucks my ass off .
i think she's poor and she said she's rich .
i doubt everything she said .
not everything but most of the things .
I'm so ill-fated ..
But , at least i got raindeer and bear (:
Thanks for the great friendship :D
Great friends (:
Thanks Friends ..
You're All Sweet :D
I'm in Production Management !
Woohooo .