슈엔, XUAN.
Hey. Everything on the blog is just what shit I face once in a while. Don't mind me, venting my anger and saying things that i couldn't say in real. I can blabber all about me at here or you can just find out for yourself.

"Dreams. We got enough that we can fill the tank And even if we gotta' break the bank; You know we're gonna TURN IT UP,TURN IT UP, TURN IT UP."
EMPTY SPACE.
"I can be tough, I can be strong. But with you, it's not like that at all. There's a girl that gives a shit; Behind this wall, you just walk through it"
"argues"


My definition of love...
is different from the book
my definition of love
is more than just a look
love is more than a word
more than a song, more than a note
love is more than a poem
more than anything i've wrote
love is reaching out to touch someone
to be sure that they're there
love is leaning in to kiss someone
to remind them that you care
love is looking her in the eyes
and whispering in her ears
love is cuddling when she cries
and catching all her tears
love is the warmth shared between hugs
when everything else is cold
love is knowing they'll still be there
when everything else is old
love is hearts beating faster and faster
while everything else is slowed down
love is singing sweet songs to her
even if hundreds are around
love is driving through the rain
to help someone through tough times
love is me wishing that you'll love me too
wishing you'd be mine
love isn't just holding hands
love is holding hearts
love isn't where it ends....
love is where it starts...
But love ... is different from these ..


For the first time in a long time,
I felt so happy, so rejoiced
You came to me when I was in dire need of a shoulder.
You showed me there was hope after tragedy.
You became my bestfriend.

The times we laughed and the times we shared
Were priceless beyond anything I could imagine
We never knew the meaning of uncertainty and difficulty
I showed you what it was like to be a fool, a good fool
And in return, you taught me new ways of life

The more we connected, the more we grew as people, friends and partners
You made me feel like I could trust and love again
Words uttered out of your mouth that made me feel safe and wanted
"Love is not a strong enough word to describe how I feel. I adore you really"
I was caught.

My problems were yours as yours were mine
Blooming into something so deep, something so special
We were blinded by nothing but each other
The hours turned to days and days turned to months
Promises were never broken and feelings seem to flourish
This was real. So I thought...

The last thing I want is for us to be apart.

I am sorry that I made you cry,
It hurts me so bad that I want to die.
In you I have found a love that is true,
And my heart is filled with love for you.
I am sorry that I have hurt you and you are in pain,
But without you, my life will not be the same.
As I sit here writing this to you,
I am crying, thinking how much I was a fool.
I love you so much and I am sorry that we got into a fight,
I just wish that I could have made it up to you on that night,
I don't want to break up and I wish we didn't have this fight,
I just wish that this were so,
I never have loved anyone else as much as I loved you,
I thought that you should know.
I am sorry whatever should I do?
I want to take the time and apologize to you.
You fill my heart with joy, and you make my life complete,
Everytime you come around me my heart skips a beat.
I leave my phone on and I lye by it every night,
Just in case you call me if you feel something is not right.
Every night I think of you as I lye in the dark,
And I close my eyes and I see you holding on to me with your head against my heart.
Before I go and put this poem to an end,
I want to say I am sorry and it will never happen again.

If you cry , i'll cry .
If you're happy , i'l happy .
If you angry , i'll let you get pass .
If you sad , i'll comfort and be sad too .
If you're going for something , i'll encourage you ..
If you kiss me , i'll go high ..

Credits to : Poemslovers













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..Why do we always fight ?
This is th most hurtful , depressing and long relationship .
it's good it's long.
but th hurt too muchs .
Every relationship i had ...
was a failure ..
Either is they dump me or break w me .
It's all my fault .
I'm not good enough for them ..
I thought i'll spend my valentine tgt w him .
I didn't think of having a fight w him ..
He expect me to be happy when he's sad .
What kind of reason is that ?
Whatever alrd .
All my fault ,
I made everyone sad .
All the source of fights are from me .
Fine ..
If you wanna break ,
Fine let it be ..
I'd no rejections ,
i have no rights to reject .
Hopefully you don't ..
Just wishes you th best . ♥
Takecares ...
All th tears i cried are wasted ..
























Love me , Love me not .

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