i never did anything in my life like this to someone..
i mean i never let anyone win ..
who dont knows that is a stranger to me .
i'm a princess at home . (i admit)
i heck care people in sch . (i do)
i scold people and it's always their fault . (yes ..)
i couldnt believe anything like this..
haix..
i'll just ignore my feeling i guess.
i never believed myself ..
cause i know i'm always at wrong.
not thinking of others..
doing what i told people not to.
and make everyone unhappy about me.

....

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He left me there feeling like a fcking idiot.
Just type a tons of message and left.
Thank you so much .
I love that so much .
Didnt you know how it feels.
nevermind i knew i couldnt trust my feelings.
nevermind just hope it goes aways.
i'm sick of crying since my last relatioonship.
I hate you..
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