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let me just write out something random i did
while i cant sleep.
i wrote a long essay maybe not . o.o
here it comes.

This is one of the lonely nights i get when i have nothing to do.
Thinking why nobody really cares about me.
I started to feel very unattractive and ugly to any guys out there.
Hoping for a little glance form them.
Maybe my wish is just fantasy,
i'll never attract guys anymore.
Maybe not this life.
If anyone at least look at me for a moment,
i guess my wish has been fulfilled.
Even though people say i'm pretty with long legs,
people who walk pass me doesnt bother to look at me.
How attractive could that be ?
Envy of people who are pretty ,
is one of the thing i do ever single moment anwhere out there on
earth.