(Credits to Jimmy Leo)
H-elo .
School was boring.
Exams are coming , stress increase.
Nothing much to update actually.
Was thinking whether should i update on life.
But yeah , idk whether i have time not .
Whatever la , too tired and numb to think.
Is it that hard to understand a woman's mind ?
For a man , maybe i  guess.
...
Why doesn't you just tell me how you feel.
Is it that hard ?
I say what you wan me to say and you didn't.
Nbm .. you never listen the whole story.
I guess i was at wrong.
I shouldnt expect you to tell me everything.
Oh and why should i ask for so much details ?
You choose what you wan to say what to do .
*Sigh*
I'm not at place to ask you for everything huh , i guess.
You dk how much a girl love her man to get jealous.
Not everytime but sometimes ..
It shows how her man cares about her..
Maybe you dont think so..

Nbm forget it.

The lights go out all around me
One last candle to keep out the night
And then the darkness surrounds me
I know I'm alive but I feel like I've died
And all that's left is to accept that it's over
My dreams ran like sand through the fists that I made
I try to keep warm but I just grow colder
I feel like I'm slipping away.
- SUPERCHIC(K); Beauty From Pain

SUPERCHIC(K)'s songs explain my life.
How saddening and pain , all those are so familiar.
So familiar to me , so familiar..to me....

How long will this take?
How much can I go through?
My heart, my soul aches
I don't know what to do
I bend, but don't break
Somehow I'll get through
Cause I have You

And if I had to crawl
Well You'd crawl too
I stumble and I fall
Carry me through
The wonder of it all
Is You see me through

O Lord, where are you?
Do not forget me here
I cry in silence
Can you not see my tears

When all have left me
And hope has disappeared
You'll find me here
-SUPERCHIC(K) Crawl