i've got nothing to say.
you amaze me , you disappoint me.
you confuses me , you do .
idk who you are anymore .
you changed , in a good and bad way.
you ignored me , you cause my heart to numb.
you ... caused me to worry.
then you made me angry.
idk wth are you thinking.
you amaze me . idk how you able to ignore me .
and i wun ever take back that word.
you made me unable to forget you .
you did , but in a bad way.
you ignored me .
you didn't tried .
i grant your wish , you wanted to have cold war.
i am fine with it , i did what your action told me.
i want you back , talking as usual.
but you didn't do that.
you pisses me off .
you did , you cause me to feel so sick now.
that i looked pale.
you cause me to cry .
but i couldn't .
cause i felt numb .
you caused everything to change.
i can't trust.
i have to.
but i can't do it.
i can't express my feelings anymore.
because of you.
i wun trust anyone .
anymore.
not now.
not ever.
cause of you.

ihatedyou for this.
but my heart love you.
what can i do.
i want to ..
die.
i don't have a heart that can feel whatever i should.
i couldn't break it now , it's disappearing.

You.
you caused it.
you are the one.
that caused me to be so miserable.
so damn miserable.
i can't breathe.
i can't feel.
i can't die.