Have you ever wondered why i am always pale when i argue with you?
Have you wondered why when we cold war all i could do is feel giddy and sick.
If ignoring me makes you wan to cry, why don't you just talk to me.
I just don't have the courage to make the first move.
I admit it's true , i'm scare.
All you do is say , is it that hard to make the first move?
To a girl like me , yes.
To you ? I want to know .
All the words you've said to me.
It's hurtful.
Even the words you said about yourself.
Is more painful than i was expecting.
I guess you'll never know that why i hated you to scold yourself.
I should have never opened up myself to you.
Cause when it comes , you won't be able to absorb it.
Cause i am a girl you ever know.
Even i scare myself alot.