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What more do you want now ?
You very free , yes i know.
But do you even wonder why i think like this.
There's only one place we would go.
And i'm seriously..
Forget it .
Like you said , i'm the stupid one there saying stupid stuff.
Yeah i am , i wonder why you love this stupid girl here.
I wondered , have you ?
You're a human.
Then i am not ?
There's a limit of hurt i can TAKE.
So stop please , stop your .. whatever .
I should have never. ever. cried. infront of you.
Yep , i am fragile , blah blah blah .
So you don't care huh ?
Neither do i , i have enough of this.
You know what i feel now ?
Only you don't understand how i feel.
Even my friend , not a very close one , knows that i am sad.
Or whatever , do you even know ?
I just .. forget it .
Why ain't you there when i need you.
It had been always like this.
I don't feel happy anymore.
I wonder if it's because of my heart.
Or because i really.. scare of everything you do.
How i wish you could understand me.
Instead of me always understanding you .
I don't feel my heart.
I don't feel myself here.
I don't feel love anymore.
I don't feel anything.
What more can it go worst.
I did everything for you.
I tried to hold my temper.
I tried .. by venting it on games.
Don't you understand?
I don't want be the person who keep blaming ppl.
I want to be the person getting blamed.
I don't see the 'you' i used to know now.
'You' usually just sms me even if i ignore you .
'You' usually .. wun be moodless everyday.
'You' used to be so caring and thoughtful.
I don't even know whether you are now.

i want to die.