I start to realize ..
I start to change , i changed..
The new me , doesn't bother anymore.
Not about anything , or whatever thing.
The new me , lies to herself and crap.
The new me , does not enjoy anything.
Yep , the new me is heartless.
Cold and heartless ,
just because she can't feel doesnt mean she have to hurt other people.
But she did all these just to make herself happy.
Which she wasn't but she made herself believe she was.
Crap , why does this all have to happen.
Why the fuck does it have to happen.
I'm not myself anymore.
I'm just a fucking person that i don't even know.
All the fake feelings , are all enough for me.
I want to start to feel the me i was.
It's not coming out.
I had the worst.
What more could happen ?