It doesn't matter to you how i feel anymore.
But i had to say something.
Don't think you post stuff on your fb , everyone will support you.
All these things you are doing will just make me hates you more.
And i knew it already , I don't fucking care.

FIRSTLY.
You're not the person who lost her feeling to a fcking bipolar person saying rubbish and hurting you.
SECONDLY.
You're not the one trying to understand after so much and didn't try to understand the opposite.
THIRDLY.
You're not the one breaking up with the opposite and feeling guilty all over.
FOURLY.
You're not the one being force to do stuff that the opposite "forces" you to do.
FIFTHLY.
You're not the fucking person who kept quiet even though the person keep posting stuff that hurts your feeling.
SIXLY.
I'M NOT FUCKING YOU.
LASTLY.
Shut the fuck up. You made me hate you and i really do now.

Get over it. I'm sick of XL telling me how much you love me when all the things you did was FUCK my feeling. NOW ALL I WANT TO DO IS GIVE YOU BACK ALL MY MEMORIES OF US.

I admit i was petty. I admit that i was greedy.
I ADMIT OKAY. SO WHAT YOU WANT NOW.
BEGINNING OF OUR RELATIONSHIP YOU FLY AWAY FOR 15DAYS.
YOU HAVE NO IDEA HOW MUCH I MISSES YOU.
YOU HAVE NO IDEA HOW MUCH IT HURTS WHEN YOU'RE HAVING FUN AND I'M BORED ALL OVER WAITING FOR YOU.
YOU HAVE NO IDEA THE PERIOD OF TIME HOW SAD I WAS.
YOU HAVE NO IDEA HOW I TRIED TO BE UNDERSTANDING.
I WAS MORE UNDERSTANDING THAN I THOUGHT I COULD BE.
I TRIED , WHAT YOU WANT.
WHY NOT YOU TRY UNDERSTANDING ME.
I'M JUST A PATHETIC GIRL WHO GOT HURT OVER AND OVER AGAIN.
I'M NOT YOU , A BOY WHO FUCK AND THROW EVERY GIRL YOU SEE BEFORE.

Fuck off my life please.