I've had enough of this world.
I really feel like just killing myself.
SICK FOR A FEW MONTHS is enough crap.
NOW come more craps , fcking anger problems.
I've been working on it so well , until now .
WHAT'S WRONG WITH ME ?!
maybe because i know nobody care anymore.
or maybe i know .. i suck ttm.
FMLFMLFMLFML.
You will never understand how i feel.
SO DONT TELL ME CHILL.
If it's so easy to chill , people wun suicide.
People wun go mental because of something.
I tried my best to hold already , maybe because i ill.
So i don't have the strength to hold on anymore.
It's like .. A heavy burden .
You never understand me , cause i don't understand myself.
Don't tell me girls are hard to read ,
IT'S JUST YOU WHO THINK IT AS SO COMPLICATED.
SO STFU AND GTFO OF MY LIFE.
GUYS ARE HARD TO READ TOO.
Why not tell this to them , HUH
i'm not any single girl in the world.
How could you know what i want.
Every girl have different dreams.
Different desire , different way of expressing love.

It's been long huh tears ?
Thanks for coming.
At least i feel glad i could cry.
Cry so hard that i can't stop trembling.
So hard that i can't breathe.
Can't stop crying.

I had enough for my life.
I really had enough , i really can't hold on much longer.
I don't feel loved like i do a few months ago.
I'm sorry , i can't help myself.
I feel guilty for doing that to you.
You treated me the best , thanks.
Sorry for everything , you-know-who.
Thanks alot. Really.