Hello!
I got bored!
I'm finally done with some 3gs picture.
Gonna post it on the other blog later , :)
These few days , instead of getting close , we drifted apart.
Sighs , i really don't know what to do anymore.
I can't cry , can't so anything to remove this painful feeling.
I tried already , really boy , i hope you noticed ..
But seems like you're doesn't really care.
So what if i do huh , you don't.
Today have so many program.

In the morning had drama assessments .
After school got maths tutorial + graduation rehearsal.
I wasn't really paying attention to maths ,
i was doing geog graded assignment + some maths paper she gave.
The worst was the rehearsal.
All we did was stand there and sweat.
Nothing we could do , furthermore.
My eye was really dry because of my contacts.
Before i went home i bought eyedrops.
I bought the wrong ones , now this eyedrops couldn't help my dry eyes while wearing contacts.
The eyedrop doesn't go w contacts.
Will have side effects .

Sigh.
I thought i could move on from this emo period of time.
But everytime something like this happens , i go back to square one again.
Would there ever be someone that might be mutual love ?
Is it only my life , or it's just.. me?
I wish i could be like her , from her painful relationship.
Move on to another good one , a good guy that treats her good.
I hate myself , my looks , my personality and my bad habits.
Nobody ever loves me , nobody does , nobody will.
Because i'm not someone that is lovable , or fun to be with.
I'm weird , clumsy , mean , sometimes even dumb.
So what if i am mature , all i can do is act smart.
Acting smart doesn't get you a guy that loves you.
Maybe good personality will .
It's been long. Really long.
I hate the fact i gotten serious.
I hate the fact of going into a relationship.
I hate the fact love is so sweet.
I hate the fact .. that i'm not attractive at all.
I hate myself.
Nobody love me for who i am.
Nobody will , nobody does.