I'm sorry.
I kept thinking about all the incidents that happened.
In SixBillionSecrets..
I'm afraid, what if you were one of them.
Probably attempted to do something to yourself.

I'm sorry for not doing anything.
Maybe if i see it on monday,
I'll .. ask you personally.
I hope. I got the courage. Not to break down.
I'm supposed to help, not worsen it right?
So no crying, no shouting and no joking.
I just hope you be serious with me. (Please.)
I don't think i can sleep anymore for few more days.
Yesterday was a mess, I'm a mess.
All i could do is let my tears flow down.

The rain just dampen my mood.
Stupid rain, i'm numbed enough and cold enough.
Must you do this to me?

If only. You don't hold a mask infront of me.
And I won't hold one infront of you.
It seems so impossible.