Just because she says she’s fine, doesn’t mean she isn’t an expert in the art of lying.

After so much that happened (not really a lot of stuff), I don't really know what to feel anymore.
Should i be happy about it, or be depressed because of it?
People say to learn from mistakes, but sometimes mistakes can affect you a lot.
And i don't know if it affects me or not, I'm tired of thinking and wondering about it.
It's hard to believe what someone is feeling anymore, hard to believe about what they say.
Honestly, I think I'm so screwed up that i lie to myself to make me happier.
I really hope that I'm not one of the two-faced people around.
Maybe things i said makes me one, things i do makes me one, and i don't even realized it.
It sucks being me, it's hard being me.
Always being highly expected by people around me.
Honestly, A for all subject? (You think it's so easy as it seems?)
How many days did i study, practice and kill myself over it just to get that grade.

"Be yourself, as long as you love yourself, it'll be okay."
 How can i be myself when i hate myself so much.
Who will like being so two-faced in their life?
Pretending to be happy with people around, then go back home and depress.
What can i do about my personality?
I was born like this, and i hated it.

I wonder how it feels being not me.