I wonder if you ever notice the difference.
I hate how you look down on me.
Just because you're older or closer to me doesn't mean you should treat me like an idiot.
Honestly, we both know we aren't as close as we pretend to be.
Your behavior just make me uncomfortable for me to hang out with you.
I just want to be treated as a friend, not someone inferior to you srsly.
Your tone, your words are srsly the worst.
You make me wonder how long have I been enduring your fking behavior for.
I just hope I don't treat the others the way you treat me.
I never want anybody to feel the same feelings I felt when you do this to me.
你口口声声说我是你的好朋友但你更本都没有把我放在眼里
You only used me when you have nobody else.
Just because I don't have friends doesn't mean I should endure your attitude.
I always wondered why I don't feel willing to tell you my problems.
And now I finally know why..
Maybe because you never treated me the way bestfriends should treat each other.
Maybe because you always made me wonder if it's all my fault that we turned out this way.
Sometimes I wish I had better friends. Better bestfriends.
We can't change how things goes.
Maybe in 10years time things will change.
For now let nature run its course.
I am not gonna try so hard anymore.
Maybe you'll regret this, maybe you wanted this.