Is it sad that I realize I can't look for anybody when I need some company?

Hopefully this isn't the case after 4 years of university.
I really hope to meet some amazing people.

I am contemplating on being a brave loner that goes for camp like a loner.
Sigh but i am such a coward.

I guess I am not as independent as I thought I was.
Need to start working on my own image of myself.
Have to stop overestimating my own abilities/values.